Dream Message

Last night I had a dream, I was at work and the area we were working in was as dark as night and the floor covered in dirt and crud. We were trying to sort what was good out of the crud. I had a large torch and used it to shine light on what I was doing, I noticed another workmate a few metres away and positioned the torch so the light fell where I needed and also lit up her area. I noticed our National Manger, looking through an area that we had just cleared the saveable stuff out of, I asked what he was after, he told me what it was - either a rake or fork. He spoke to the other woman who complained about my light shining on her, he told me to turn off my light and just work in the dark like everyone else. Did what I was told and found myself fumbling around in the dark trying to see what was good to keep.

When I woke up this dream was still very clear, I know it's all about my current job, I can't shine there. The manager I work under is very negative, always moaning about how hard her job is, but won't let anyone take any of her load, taking on work she is supposed delegate. I thought I'd give her a break from the banking and got it all done - in my own time before I left for the evening. It's a job I am supposed to partake in but when I let her know she went off her head - yelling at me that I must think her stupid if I though she couldn't do the banking - mind you she always forgets it until we get the call that it will be picked up in 10 minutes, goes into panic mode and then the security man has to wait for her rush through it. I snapped back at her before storming out of the place. In my last position - same company, different site the manager there let me shine and things ran very smoothly, we were such a great team, at this place the first thing I noticed was the lack of team spirit. In fact the manager treats her staff like children and even calls herself the mother, then wonders why most of the staff act like children.

I need to find a job where my light can shine, turning darkness into light.